JOŠ SEDAM MJESECI ŽIVOTA Poznata Ruskinja o tome kako je svjesna da umire...

Ruska influencerica i osnivačica portala Buro 24/7  Miroslava Duma podijelila je na svojem Instagram profilu objavu u kojoj govori kako se nosi s teškom plućnom bolesti te da joj je prognozirano još sedam mjeseci života.

Nije specifizirala o kojoj je točno bolesti riječ, no kaže kako je svjesna svega...

 

 

 

 

 

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Earlier this year I was diagnosed with a rare lung disease, and given 7 months to live. It was crazy scary then, but looking back, I realise that the past few months of recovery were possibly the happiest months of my entire life. I suddenly stopped running the marathon and realized how much I love life, how beautiful our world is and how much I want to stay here. With the people I love. For the first time in my life, I saw the bright blue of the skies. And the beautiful green of the trees. As if I had lived on a different planet before. I wake up happy, just because I can spend one more day here. Not asking for more or trying to run faster. My entire life I was seeking approval and obsessing over “likes” both in the physical and virtual worlds, without realizing that I actually had to learn how to “like” myself first. Years of self criticism and doubt, stress, dieting, physically, mentally and emotionally pushing and pushing myself got my immune system to collapse and I had made myself fatally sick. I now realise that these past months were also the most creative months of my entire 34 years. Yet success to me today is not measured by external indicators anymore, but by what’s inside. It is measured by my own health, and the health of those I love. It is measured by how I choose to contribute to the world. For the past 2 years, the Universe caused me to experience a number of remarkably serendipitous events that sometimes felt surreal; like how a silly mistake, made by my lawyer, led me to an early diagnosis, and gave me a chance to live. I saw signs everywhere. As if someone was telling me: “don’t give up”. Today I continue to follow my big dream, and genuinely believe it can help save our planet. No matter what. And against all odds. One day I hope I’ll be able to tell you all about it. And most importantly: Thank you to all the wonderful people in my life, I love you with all my heart (and my lungs ?).

A post shared by Miroslava Duma (@miraduma) on Dec 1, 2019 at 7:08am PST

 Objasnila je kako ju je dijagnoza natjerala da shvati koliko voli život i preispita svoj način života.

"Odjednom sam prestala trčati i shvatila sam koliko volim život, koliko je predivan naš svijet i koliko jako želim ostati na njemu - priznala je Duma dodajući kako se budi sretna samo zato što može provesti još jedan dan ovdje, ne tražeći više i ne žureći konstantno"

"Cijeli svoj život tražila sam odobrenje i bila opterećena lajkovima, kako u stvarnom tako i u virtualnom svijetu, a pritom nisam shvaćala da zapravo moram naučiti kako se sviđati sama sebi"

Objava daje naslutiti kako će se možda ipak oporaviti, no ne otkriva kojoj je vrsti terapije podvrgnuta